This is it

While walking through the huge mall that's not too close to where I live and where I discover has stores that I'm actually interested in going into but don't because I know I'll spend money I have but that's not for fun things, I briefly remember the time I received a snoopy fishing pole for some childhood birthday. I can't recall from memory what made me start thinking about it. Maybe some kiosk in the middle of the mall that I walked past. Maybe an over priced children's clothing store (that just reminded me I should purchase baby clothing in muted tones when that time comes). I just know that when the memory crossed my mind, my stomach started to hurt and I felt depressed and instantly needed a hug to ease my mind.