Eventually, I plan to stop hiding from all of these messes and learn to cope correctly. Everything is so surreal. Sometimes I have to pinch myself to see if I'm still alive. I can't imagine myself after June. I can't imagine much at all. Maybe if I stop eating dairy, I'll start feeling refreshed and happy again. I can't handle the way my body feels these days. I don't want to go to work anymore. I don't want to talk to people. I just want to watch cooking programs. All day. I think the cat is the only one who understands.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
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Eventually, I plan to stop hiding from all of these messes and learn to cope correctly. Everything is so surreal. Sometimes I have to pinch myself to see if I'm still alive. I can't imagine myself after June. I can't imagine much at all. Maybe if I stop eating dairy, I'll start feeling refreshed and happy again. I can't handle the way my body feels these days. I don't want to go to work anymore. I don't want to talk to people. I just want to watch cooking programs. All day. I think the cat is the only one who understands.
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You need cheese.
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